Down a prison of tears with loads of pain chained
Nothing but the darkness of fears, nothing in nothing remained
Memories bleed…wither beds of roses
No more does life proceed when dies faith in Moses
And mine’s got its final judgment: Execution
Stabbed on March was never an illusion
What’s harder than death is naked-living dead
Execute his beats from my depth, erase his touch from my red
Let the heart master its own beat
Let the steps master their own feet
Erase me like silliness from wisdom
Send me back a princess to my kingdom
Steal my life then, but now forbid my suicide
Come back to me Lord, sleep deep inside
So like a bride in pride, I walk to my last sleep
And in peace to immortal peace I’ll be wed, and you stay in deep
Out of your kingdom, golden castles are nothing but ashes
Blow in me then blow me like ashes
Dress me a coffin then in Devil’s grave ask me to lie
Me beneath your blessed coffin will live, and the Devil will die…
You write from experience, from the depths of your soul, haunted by a moment of decision turned into indecision. Always the questions will remain, when the truth is the choice was only yours to make, and there is no consequence when it was your right to choose ….
it’s true…when we’ve got the right to choose, whatever that happens later is a truth that we should accept for there’ll be no one to blame…
&thanks for reading me & my thoughts:)
there is no blame, and those who wait know there will be another time … you are blessed by having a heart that feels so deeply. A quick story – Two monks were taking a pilgrimage together. They came to a river and a woman was there needing to cross, but full of fear for the rushing water. Although their sect did not allow any contact with women, one of the Monks offered to carry her across on his back, to which she graciously accepted. When they all reached the other side, the woman bade them farewell, and the Monks continued their journey and walked in silence for a long while. Finally the Monk who refused to help at the river stopped and said aloud “I can’t believe you broke your vow, and carried that woman across the river.” The other Monk answered quietly “My friend, it seems I put that woman down many miles ago, but you have been carrying her all this way.”
it’s so meaningful; the one who touched her skin has no thought of her&that who refused to, sinned…..thanks dear; your words are so precious
this is so deep and sad! beautiful, mira!
Thanks sweetie…It’s no more sad as the aim was gaining back my lost faith…
Choices made – the ultimate conjoinment claimed – His Bride you shall remain. This is well done of you, Eric
His crown I lost some time ago&suffered to regain it…
Thanks Eric for the sweet comment; may you always have a shelter in his immortal kingdom
Down a prison of tears. so evocative, so true,. In my life I cried so many tears, I no longer have any left. What hurts is that I was crying for my inner child who was dying not any man who was lying Thank you aloha
Tears are like streams ever-renewing; they are set on the mission of washing pain away; I hope none would be out of them but I pray at the same that we shed the least possible..
&as I said through my lines earlier over your post;no man deserves an atom of your crystal..
I’ve shed rivers for a childhood I had never tasted,yet I see now that I can live it through my beloved nieces&nephews so I’m satisfied&I’ll stay 18 till I die in my soul only, offcourse:)
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you are so painfully correct, only living death is worse than death.
& the worse of all is becoming naked of faith:(
Thanks for stopping & sharing…
Have a joyful weekend
Reblogged this on window to my soul.
Thanks dear…
baskets of love
impressed.
Glad to see the impact
You are too immense to grasp, Mira 🙂
But I am trying to come close to getting an idea of your depths.
Well sometimes I myself don’t grasp myself:(
Here I felt like a thirsty plant under rain yet absorbing no drop:'(
hugs 🙂
You need the water of life. Those who drink it never thirst.
mmm….I do…
we’ll find it 🙂
Bows for the supreme faith in:
“Dress me a coffin then in Devil’s grave ask me to lie
Me beneath your blessed coffin will live, and the Devil will die…”
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